To Blog or not to Blog? That is legit the real question.

I have had this nagging question in my mind, Book, Blog or Podcast? Blog... No, Book... No wait... Podcast! Wait... okay, I don't really know. It's like I know I am this creative person who has so many things flowing through my mind if not multiple thoughts and Ideas just dying to make it through to be successfully seen, heard or felt. I have executed multiple adventurous endeavors in my lifetime so I am not new to a challenge, especially one that I'm quite eager to get rolling with, so here it is... My Blog. To be clear I'm only partially sure what this Blog will be about and honestly that idea excites me more than anything. I live my life this way so why not flow with this and just see where it takes me?

So here I go. Hi! My name is Fayth (Faith) and if you actually knew me you would know I changed the spelling of my name when I was about fourteen just because I wanted it to be different. To be completely honest, I never really liked my name and wanted to completely change it since I was really little. Thankfully I had the sweetest most understanding fourth grade teacher (nun) who allowed me to make the change without ever questioning why I wanted to change it in the first place. I chose the name Melody, most likely because I fell in love with My Melody character from the Hello Kitty bunch and felt something about it drawing me in. I believe that only lasted one month or so, then one day I just went back to Faith. Identity crisis much? Quite possibly. That will more than likely make more sense as I continue on this blog.

So, I have actually attempted to start this blog two times now but then I wasn't feeling it. It just wasn't quite right, like the timing or quite possibly I was completely overthinking the content. Either way, the blog never got started. I mean I had the basic structure, like my back story and where I thought I wanted to take it, but that just didn't feel like me. So now here I am attempt number three only this time I'm actually going to execute the idea but you know, like in a good way.

As you can see from my website, I have studied the practice of Reiki Healing and am a Certified Reiki practitioner. However, over time I have come to realize It's not really about the Reiki. I mean, don't get me wrong I am a wonderful Reiki practitioner and have had many clients completely happy with their sessions but over time I have realized I've always been a healer. I was born a natural healer and well, I had been so conditioned through this life, I had forgotten. So the truth is, it was never just about this one modality but this modality is what was calling to remind me that not only can I heal myself, I can assist others in their healing as well. During this time of healing and learning I was discovering so much about myself while simultaneously being called back to a recalibrated version of me I had lost somewhere along the way. I was being reminded of all the beautiful aspects of myself that I had set aside for multiple reasons and was being summoned home.

So, to add a bit more to this little introduction of mine, I am obviously more than a Reiki Practitioner. I am what one would call multifaceted. One even called me multidimensional and honestly, I had never felt more seen than in that moment. Truth is, not too many people know the real me. I mean yes, people have known me but not the me that thinks vastly different from the majority, loves with every ounce of my being, believes in a higher power and has a close personal relationship with God/Source/The Universe, feels most at home in nature, talks to trees, insects and animals, sees signs and synchronicities regularly and a true fun one, sees the patterns in traffic which makes driving wayyyyy more fun. Over time I just saw that people didn't usually want that me and the moment I sensed it well they received the me that I chose to give them because it just seemed easier that way.

Sound familiar? Well maybe not everything but the not feeling seen or understood by most? Then maybe this blog will be helpful to you. I truly hope by just opening up and being my most authentic self, I can help someone else along the way. So until next time, I hope you have beautiful days, even more beautiful nights and just know that everything we experience is just a lesson. There is no good or bad, just how we view it and move through it.

Love, Fayth

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